I think it's starting to hit me that Nils doesn't live here anymore. All I want to do all day is curl up in bed, and when the sun is down, I want to stay up all night watching movies I've already seen more than 5 times. I have tons of school work to do but I haven't done any of them. I took today off to catch up on stuff, but what did I do? Put together my shoe rack, did laundry, cleaned up the apartment, and ironed my shirt for tomorrow. Pages read for tomorrow's lecture: zero.
My trip to Sydney was great. The first few hours I was pretty confused and didn't know what to do. I got to my hotel at about 8 am, left my bags, and headed to the city center. I was so disoriented, I had a spicy chicken kebab for breakfast. I didn't do much while I was there, except for some shopping, visited the casino, and took a tour to the wildlife park. The last day was a mad dash of last minute shopping. Why are the shops in Sydney only open from 10 am - 5 pm?
Thank God it's already Thursday. Two more days of work and it's the weekend. Nils will be here Friday night. I want to have some things planned for the weekend. I was thinking of booking a hotel room in the city or someplace and have ourselves a nice day out. But we'll see lah tomorrow. Don't ask me what's going on between me and Nils. Things are the way they are right now. I don't know where things are headed, and when we will move from this junction to the next path, whatever that may be. For now we're both far too busy to do anything about that. So there it is, we're firmly lodged between a rock and a hard place.
Nearly a year, still seems like yesterday.
6 years ago
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