2006 was a good year for me - quite possibly the best year of my life so far. Recently I have this whim that my 30s will be the best years of my life. Now I have something to look forward to. And one year to prepare for it. I accidentally vowed that my life will begin in 2 years - after I graduate and move on from current job and city. It's not really a vow, because it wasn't exactly deliberate. It felt almost like finally seeing that fact, and I'm praying that I will live to see that day. It's a dangerous business, postponing your life. But I think if I enjoy the time between now and then, then it wouldn't be that bad.
Long distance relationships are not my favorite, usually because it means I'm by myself, sometimes lonely, all the time missing the other person. But these days, the thing I hate most is not being able to help Nils when he needs a hand. He's painting and unpacking all by himself. No one is helping him around the house. He had to take the ornaments off the tree, take the tree out, sweep the needles, etc.. This sucks.
Nearly a year, still seems like yesterday.
6 years ago
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